Diary of Sunny Breeze Bondage enthusiast, Erotic model, and Fantasy writer
I’ve always been intrigued with BDSM or Kink since I can remember or knew what it was
Real drawings from old sketchbooks
These sketches are quite older from baby bondage bunny for sure but you can see where and how I’ve been expressing these feelings and desires for quite some time.
My Sexuality and Confusion that comes with it
My sexuality is not only abnormal to the outside eye but also to myself. I state that I am Bisexual on Sexy jobs but honestly it’s really only to please or make more money. I don’t believe I actually am, so I never actually claimed to be. I am more bi-hypersexual; not a word I know but hear me out, I have never desired to be in a relationship with another woman so it’s not right to actually claim to be bisexual. Having fun with other girls, that’s a completely different story…
I am straight for sure I confirmed that within myself in the industry and exploring my desires or fantasies. But there is no doubt I am attracted to men. I love bringing pleasure to men; which is why I got aroused about playing with others girls in the first place.
Men like watching girls have fun with other girls, but dominates want their submissive to do what it takes to please, to fulfill dreams whether naughty or nice.
I will fulfill it.
Due to my experience with hyper sexuality I do and dream of quite perverse and taboo things. Why not do an action to fulfill an even greater of submission and service.
The dynamic between men and women are as old as time; it is as beautiful as it is cataclysmic. Men are our protectors, our providers, our guides, our heroes, and our lovers. They are also our most dangerous natural predator. They are the one’s unfortunately most likely to take our lives or even worse; however they are also make it so much better in many ways.
Men are complex, powerful, and straightforward creatures. They not only can save me; rescuing me from the weight of the world, but also regulate me with expectations and domination. May not be every woman’s cup of tea but it’s absolutely perfect for me.
Exploration
The only relationships I’ve ever been in that were real and serious were Kink relationships. I can’t do vanilla, it’s just not possible it’s almost as if there’s not structure in vanilla relationships to me. I would rather be alone than without a dominant in my life. I never desired boys my age either. I even remember not crushing on boys during school years, I crushed on my teachers. TMI, maybe but I knew I was different from an early time. Possibly from my background or adverse childhood experiences but honestly it came completely naturally to me. I like the concept of being tied up or dominated regardless of psychological responses.
VISITING THE INSEX (original Bondage Porn production company 97’)
Recently; November 21-26, 2025
I visited the museum of kink production, the original exhibition of BDSM, INSEX. The barn was astonishing, full of custom welded metal bondage gear design exclusively for the purpose of putting a submissive into sadistic positions to eternize pleasure with pain, and intimacy with fear. Also, if you are not familiar with them they do go to the extreme. With lots of horrific erotic material and concepts. Lots of models even incorporated their own fantasies.
